The big race

Fargo, North Dakota. May 9th, 8:00am. Starting line. That's where I'll be. Running my first half marathon. I'm excited and nervous all at the same time. The nervousness has evolved from 'there's no way I'll do this and survive' to 'I know I can do this, but why is my left knee starting to hurt?'

I've overcome the mental block, the little voice in my head saying 'this blows, slow down. Lets walk, cut the run short. Just quit.' That voice has been replaced with the one saying 'You can do more, step it up.' Maybe all too soon though. The outside of my left knee started hurting a few weeks ago. At first it was minor - an IB Profin here and there, and I was on my way. Then it became a constant pain that I felt with every step I took at work. Knee advice came freely from those within ear shot when I mentioned my issue. Too much, too soon. Old shoes. Weak inner thighs. (That was the most awkward advice since it came from an older guy at work - and not the cute old man type that I usually dote over.)

So me and my weak inner thighs started doing more cross training, less runrunrun impact on the knees. The thing that bothered me the most about all this, is its just my left knee. My right is fine! The engineer in me says that this is significant... only ONE knee hurts. What does this mean?!

Well friends, it means that if I can't run without a painless left knee, then I won't be running again after Fargo. Running is not the love of my athletic life. Volleyball is. Maybe it's sad to say that I would be a very sad person if I couldn't play volleyball anymore? Someday I know I'll need foot surgery to correct bunion problems on both feet, but I dread those days. Three months, no volleyball. So yea, if running chronically messes with my left knee, its going to have to go.

Until I figure that out, I'm really looking forward to running up in ND with ten other fantastic women. There's no doubt in my mind that we'll have a BLAST while we're there!

Excited and nervous,
Marieda